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Sunday, December 20, 2009
11:46AM
I don't understand how the internet became so boring. It used to contentedly waste so many of my free hours and my should-have-been-productive hours. Now that I have almost no productive hours and way too many free hours, it is empty.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
9:49AM
I should be preparing for my day, not playing on the internet.
Play, play, play, . . .
Monday, December 14, 2009
9:58AM
I weighed about 160-165 lbs from senior year of high school through senior year of college. I just weighed myself and I am down to 149.5! I haven't weighed less than 150 since junior year of high school!!!! WOOT!!!
9:46AM
BTW, today is my last day working at the restaurant. Wednesday is my last day at Victoria's Secret. Thursday I fly to NYC to see the brother. January 4th I move to China.
You have been updated.
9:43AM
Why do guys from high school whom I would never, never, never have dated decide that they now have to confess to me that they had a crush on me in high school? Guys, I haven't even seen you in 5 years, nor intend to get re-aquainted.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
7:57PM
The internet has failed me. I am bored and unamused. Internet, I demand that you make yourself more diverting.
Saturday, December 12, 2009
9:25PM
Indianapolis sucks. I am thirsting for a social life. I need to move to China quickly.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
9:39AM
I was way too enthusiastic during yoga yesterday, and now my back hates me with a fiery passion.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
3:35PM
I got in a fight with the boss's son today.
Everyone in the entire staff was cheering me on.
I have not burned any bridges and have in no way jeopardized my standing with my boss.
Everyone in the entire staff was cheering me on.
I am now a super hero.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
12:47AM
Before reading the following comment, please know that I am quite intoxicated and thoroughly content.
I just made four people laugh with a female masturbation joke. "I don't even have a small vibrator. That's why these fingers are so strong." It was much better in person.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
12:24AM
Don't make peanut butter sandwiches if you don't have milk.
Alas.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
10:25PM
I bought my plane ticket to China today. I leave on January 4th.
I am very excite!
Saturday, October 31, 2009
2:16AM
It's a fact: black guys like my ass.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
3:41PM
I created this lovely threat phrase while riding in the car with Marisa. I quite like it.
"Don't make me beat you like your mama should've."
Thursday, October 22, 2009
10:58AM
Okay, what was super bothering me last night is over, in that I'm not upset anymore. Sleep cures in the most amazing ways.
In other news, my back has been hurting like a mother fucker, because everybody knows that mother fuckers are in constant, anguishing pain (think Oedipus). The reason: Cardio Kickboxing. I think the pain is a sign that I need more Cardio Kickboxing in my life . . . or none. I'm not sure which.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
10:48PM
Why can't my mother let me be my own person? She keeps insisting that I am who she thinks I should be. I don't want you doing everything for me. I don't want for myself what you want for me. You want to surround me with stability of your choosing. That kind of stability will suffocate my dreams and kill who I am. Is that what you want? You want me to asphyxiate on a 9-5 desk job? I can't live that way. Why do you think I am LEAVING THE COUNTRY? Even with moving to China, YOU STILL WANT TO CONTROL WHERE I LIVE AND WHAT I DO THERE. I can't take this world you've created. I don't fit in it. You can't fit me into it. STOP TRYING TO MAKE ME FIT INTO IT! You don't even realize how manipulative you are. How invasive you are. How undermining you can be and how demeaning it is to me. STOP! You're scared. I get that, but get over it. If I fail, I fail. You know what, I wouldn't mind failing if it meant that I lived for myself. I made my choices. I chose my path.
What is it? Do you not want me to be an actress. Do you not believe that I can be? If not, why can't you just man-up and tell me instead of subversively destroying my dreams. I DON'T WANT TO BE ANYTHING ELSE NOR DO ANYTHING ELSE. Everything you are trying to force me into directly PREVENTS me from achieving what I want. Not only are you trying to make sure I don't fail the world you've created for me, you're are ensuring that I WILL fail in the world I'm trying to create for myself.
Please, please, just let me run away to China. I can't take this anymore.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
12:45AM
Yay, I have a second job! I just got hired by Victoria Secret!
Sunday, October 11, 2009
7:05PM
My O-Zone CD arrived!
I explained to my dad that they are my favorite Romanian pop group. He looked at me with a very confused expression.
9:46AM
I just spent 2 and 1/2 days in Nags Head, NC. It was glorious. The sun was shining, the air was warm, the sand was soft, and the ocean lulled me to sleep every night. I am slightly less pale than I was last Tuesday. All in all, good.
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